people just don’t get it

lets just put it this way… almost no ones knows me…. why? if they do… no one would dare to take music out of my life…. i owned a kind of sanity called music induced sanity… weird eh??? it should be, cos i came out with that term… find it stupid? go screw urself den….

its like… people time and time again tell me: music wont feed me fat tummy, music wont get u anywhere, music wont help u find a girlfriend, music wont educate you, music wont this wont that!!!

people…. please…. respect my love for music please… dont try to brainwash me like a hound or a retarded piece of shit.. seriously i am NOT…. its not me being stubborn…. i rule my own life.. i dictate my lifestyle, my world… but u guys cant accept it… why? cos u losers refuse to get out of your comfort zone… u guys have no guts to accept new forms of entertainment… music is my life… and i m proud of it.. so dont bother talking out of it….

now… a change of topic.. lets push the temps abit ya??

i have a gf…. her name is tiffany…. she is irritated with me.. why? cos i sat next to ker jia today… idiotic? yes! reasonable? yes… but wadever… so wen i sent her home…. she asked for mp3 to bring home! wow… looks like she din noe did she? nope, actually she does… she noes that she should never have taken mp3 from me…. i even bothered to ‘beg’ her for it… for her not to take it…. at a MRT station… i have nv been more childish in my life!! but wadever… in the end… did i get it? NO!!!! interesting huh!!!!! a guy giving in to a ger’s demands? wahahaha!!1 WHY M I NOT FREAKING LAUGHING!!!!  seriously… she of all people, my girlfriend for 1 yrs and almost 1 month asked: can i have ur mp3 pls? i want some songs inside, but i dunno wad i want!!! WOW…. i even offered to send her the songs online la….. she still took it anw….

so wad happened next was fun… i was so bored on the mrt…. with nothing better to do, i called her…. wad happened? i get scolded by her! why? her mom was scolding her… so i got it……. speaking of which, here’s the climax… as most of my pals noe i m attached to her… and for a year… but wads the best part… her parents and the rest of the family DONT NOE ME…. who m i to dem? just a tuition teacher who comes all the way down to SEMB to teach her her work…. classical aint it!!!! a bf to a tutor…. not a bf cum tutor mind you!!! so i got pissed and ticked her off….it was like wen she failed afa 2 sems ago, she say she pass afa i will get to be introduced… did tt happen? no! why? cos she say she havent pass… ok.. so last sem she passed.. did it happen? still NO!!!! wow!!! WHY? COS SHE SAID ITS HER COUSIN’S TURN TO BRING THE BF HOME!!!! so i waited… and in the mean time, my family knew she was my gf… i even brought her to my family dinner…. okie… fine….. so its our like 3rd sem tgt.. and i havent even met the parents… cool aint it!!!!

it makes no sense… u want to join my family dinner, i bring. u want to come my house i bring… wad u want i just do… but u seriously tink i keep my mouth shut means i dont give a shit, i dont mind?? please…. have more common sense ( of which sadly u dont ) so wad was the reason she gave me? cos i want to complete my studies first.. i want to complete my poly 1st.. i was… o u want to complete ur poly… SO WHO WAS THE ONE MAKING A WHOLE DEAL OF NONSENSE WHEN I SAID I WANT TO STUDY AFTER MY NS…. SERIOUSLY… IF U CANT GIVE INTO ME THE WAY I DID TO U….. DEN DONT EXPECT ME TO GIVE IN ANYMORE…. FUCK