always be my baby / winter fall / 牵挂 / 泪桥

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m a part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you’ll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you’ll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be apart of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my my baby….

You’ll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on (we will linger on….)
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

masshiro na toki wa kaze ni sarawarete
atarashii kisetsu o hakobu
koboreta shita te no hira no
yuki wa hakanaku kirameite

irozuki hajimeta machi
kizukeba nori o kureta mitai
me o tojita boku wa fuyu no tsumetasa o
ima demo atatakaku kanjiteiru

setsugen no daichi ni
futari kiri no toiki ga mau
tsunaida yubisaki ni
taisetsu na kimochi o oboeta yo

kakedasu sekai ni kokoro ubawarete
mujaki na hitomi ni yureru
furisosogu yuki wa yasashiku
egao tsutsumu kara
boku wa eien o negatta

kanojo ga mitsumeteita
madobe ni okareta garasu zaiku
toumei na yuki no kesshou no kagayaki o
omowasete wa setsunaku kasanaru

kokoro no rasen yori
samayoi tsuzukeru boku ni
ayamachi wa totsuzen
me no mae o fusai de aza warau

masshiro na toki wa kaze ni sarawarete
atarashii kisetsu o hakobu
ima mo mune ni furi tsumoru
omoi nagamete wa
mienai tameiki o ukabeta

sobietatsu sora kakomarete
furueru kata o iyasenai
kogoeru kumo ni owarete
shirankao de moeru taiyou

seijaku no kanata ni
kegarenai kimi o mitsume
ososugita kotoba wa mou todokanai ne

miserare kakedasu sekai ni kokoro ubawarete
mujaki na hitomi ni yureru
furisosogu yuki wa yasashiku
egao tsutsumu kara
pieces of you, pieces of you
lie in me inches deep

masshiro na toki ni kimi wa sarawarete
odayaka na hizashi no naka de
boku wa nakushita omokage
sagashite shimau kedo
haru no otozure o matteru

sobietatsu sora kakomarete
shirankao de moeru taiyou

牵挂著你是那颗我的心
飘呀飘地在你面前捉摸不定

牵挂著你是那份我的情
吹呀吹到你的眼前我的心

我不愿看到你那湿润的眼睛
怕我会忍不住疼你怕你伤心

我不愿听见你说寂寞的声音
怕我会忍不自你说我的真感情

牵挂著你是那双我的手
越过你的长发越过你心窝

牵挂著你是那份我的温柔
飞过你的肩膀飞过你的手

我不愿看见你独自离去的身影
怕我会忍不住牵你手将你带走

我不愿看到你依依不舍的表情
怕我又会忍不住再停留怕你难过

你像盛开花朵绽放整个天空
温暖著我将我拥抱在你的怀中

不愿承认是我最深情的脆弱
能否与你一生守候

你像盛开花朵绽放整个天空
温暖著我将我拥抱在你的怀中

不愿承认是我最深情的脆弱
悲伤的我从此漂流

舍不得你是那颗我的心
飘呀飘地在你面前捉摸不定

舍不得你是那份我的情
而徘徊在你面前属於你的我
爱你

无心过问你的心里我的吻
厌倦我的亏欠
代替你所爱的人
这个时候
我心落花一样飘落下来
顿时我的视线
失去了色彩
知道你也一样不善于表白
想想你的相爱编织的谎言懈怠
甜美镜头
竟也落花一样飘落下来
从此我的生命
变成了尘埃
寂寞的人
总是习惯寂寞的安稳
至少我们直线曾经交叉过
就像站在烈日骄阳大桥上
眼泪狂奔滴落在我的脸庞

啦~~~~~~~~~

my working style

Your Working Style

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to ideas or people you care about. You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values.

You stick to your ideals with passionate conviction. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by a quiet reserve.

In everyday matters you are tolerant, open-minded, understanding, flexible, and adaptable. But if your inner loyalties are threatened, you will not give an inch. Except for your work’s sake, you have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

Your main interest lies in seeing the possibilities beyond what is present, obvious, or known. You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you–human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you care deeply about something.

You are curious about new ideas and tend to have insight and long-range vision. You are interested in books and language and are likely to have a gift of expression; with talent you may be excellent writers. You can be ingenious and persuasive on the subject of your enthusiasms, which are quiet but deep-rooted. You are often attracted to counseling, teaching, literature, art, science, or psychology.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can happen even when, objectively, you are being as effecive as others. It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become overly sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself.

oasis – stop crying your heart out

Hold up
Hold on
Dont be scared
Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Dont be scared (dont be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Whyre you scared? (Im not scared)
Youll never change
Whats been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

now now – food galore

I am determined to include food in my blog this time round because, i m simply a man obsessed with food… here are some of things that i ate this week and they are worth a try.. the 1st stop aint that far: Hong Lim Market. this is from a stall at level 2, near the curry chicken noodles and the famous outram road fried kway teow. this stall offers hakka styled hawker fare at reasonable prices and healthy portions. the pig intestine is a must try as it is seriously extinct in the face of Singapore.

misery biz

I’m in the business of misery, let’s take it from the top
She’s got a body like an hourglass that’s ticking like a clock
It’s a matter of time before we all run out…
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn’t lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks and we had caught on fire
She’s got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa… Well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa… it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
‘Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
‘Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good

Second chances they don’t ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you’re nothing more, I’m sorry that’ll never change
And about forgiveness, we’re both supposed to have exchanged
I’m sorry honey, but I’m passing up, now look this way

Well there’s a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
[ Misery Business lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
They want and what they like, it’s easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa… Well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa… it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
‘Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
‘Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good …

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving …

Whoa, Well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now …

Whoa… Well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa… it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
‘Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
‘Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good

无情的爱。。。。

有一点孤单， 有一点烦。。。。

看见你的微笑，听见你的失落。。。

我真的有一点不知所措。。。

从来未曾有人如此，如此为我。。。。

对不起，是我不会去珍惜。。。

珍惜你给的爱。。。

或许，或许 我是不配得，

不配得你的爱， 害了你一次又一次受伤害。。。

也许，也许你会有一天，

有一天发现， 原来这一切都不是你要的爱。。。

小宇 – 終於說出口

妳終於說出口 其實妳早就已經不愛我
為什麼要低著頭 妳知道這玩笑騙不倒我
可是這不是玩笑 是要逃避妳離開我的理由
我還能做什麼 妳已經不愛我
我一直都愛著妳 難道這還不夠
我還要做什麼 妳才不離開我
我知道妳已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我

我終於也說出口 其實很愛妳但從沒認真說過
或許是我的錯 多在乎妳卻只放在心中
不要問我為什麼 因為愛妳這就是我的理由
我還能做什麼 妳已經不愛我
我一直都愛著妳 難道這還不夠
我還要做什麼 妳才不離開我
我知道妳已無心再繼續看著我

沒什麼需要被原諒 我笑的有些牽強
妳知道我總是能夠假裝不難過
喔~不想看妳那麼累 多希望再給我機會
顫抖著我的手 握住的只是風
我還能做什麼 妳已經不愛我
我一直都愛著妳 難道這還不夠
我還要做什麼 妳才不離開我
我知道妳已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我

today

just came back from JB and its was kinda fun…. watched IRON-MAN and it was damn comical la… its like the upgrades and the computer talking back to Stark… wahhaha… i had dinner at lavender cafe… today only one jie jie working…. ( aw….. so sad….. ) and the ever pretty manager never work….( lagi sadder )….. haha…. i was eating chicken oyako rice… and mom had the tom yum soup with bee hoon…. its not bad just tt the soup is……. cos its ultra spicy and ultra sour…. ( much worse than what xiao ping and co cooks at sakura ) …… haha…. so my mom did sth fun… she put 3 sticks of white sugar in to the blardy soup…. and wala….. its NOT that bad….. lets just say my mom is nuts, and i m insane…. haha…..

thats all for today…..

歌曲

〈〈越爱越难过〉〉

作詞：吳克群     作曲：吳克群

說 說你為什麼 為什麼要走 說你為何要分手
別拖 求你別軟弱 求你說出口 分手的理由

但你卻 拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼時候
如果要走卻又為何停留
請你別 拖 拖 拖 大聲的說出口
請你要痛就痛給我個快活

如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠
如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
多麼痛 多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

1 1 2 2 3 3 2 1 7 1 1 1 2 3 1

說 說你為什麼 為什麼要走 說你為何要分手
別拖 求你別軟弱 求你說出口 分手的理由

但你還 拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼時候
如果要走卻又為何停留
請你別 拖 拖 拖 大聲的說出口
請你要痛就痛給我個快活

如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠
如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
多麼痛 多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

然後連話都不說 繼續沉默
連朋友都沒的作 為了什麼
然後跟別人說你其實還是愛我
就算了吧 壞人我來作

如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠
如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
多麼的痛 多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

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〈〈普通朋友〉〉

等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱

我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈

我愿意改变
what can i do?
重新再来一遍
just give me chance
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能放手

但你说
i only wanna be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
不能只是be your friend

i just can’t be your friend

no no no

我不能只是做你的朋友

不能做普通朋友

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不知道为什么，我对很多事情的看法越来越不同。。。。 is this something that changes with age, with time… or is the world around me changing and i m just adapting to it??????????? but i seriously cant stand the thought of being a senile, retarded bitch that agrees to the voices of the world!!!! seriously…. it just makes one look like mute hound, which in a sense means that we are useless!!!…

in a way i cant stand the world is becoming… people fighting and fighting with each other…. Goodness la…. the news only covers what the world cares to see!!! what about those violence, those famine, those drought, miseries, cries of the helpless in the ends of the world? in the forgotten continents and states of the world?

to be frank, i haven’t got a chance to go to Nepal, India and African Continents… i wish i should…. and i wish i could…. i have been to Cambodia once and it really touches my heart there…. its like…. they treat foreign travellers as though we are “Kings and royalties”. for a person like me who seriously enjoys getting spoilt and pampered, i still couldn’t get used to the life style there… i must admit, i look like them but its like… the feeling is so different… the country was shattered and torn apart by the Nam war and the internal civil strife…. a once beautiful country, now left in shatters and is consistently buried under vast forestry….. one day… mankind would soon forget such a country, with immense culture, history and heritage….. real soon…

I have a rather naive question for everyone and anyone who bothers to read this post!

PLEASE THINK CAREFULLY: WHAT THE HELL ARE WE FIGHTING FOR IN THIS WORLD?

this is a question that i seriously cant figure out…. seriously…. perhaps people fight for different things at different point of time / stages of their lives…. and perhaps at a different occasion / platform….. but seriously!!! are we aiming for personal glory? ultimate supremacy and dominance???

on a macro level, countries have been hammering and clobbering each other with bombs, missiles, politics, bullshits and worst of all, defamation…. one such fucked up event would have to be the Iraqi War on “Terror” and the concept of “Weapons of Mass Destruction”…. its not that i do not believe in the Americans.. its just that time and time again, this particular war to “liberate” Iraq have proven and been justified to me as another platform to personal glory.. unless they show prove to the world that their accusations have been true…..

what happened to world peace???

Mood: bitchy

Songs: through the fire and flames

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Amaní, Shalom,Ets’a'an Olal,Hoa Bình,Kagiso,Pyong’hwa………..

AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE (x2)

     祂　主宰世上一切
     祂的歌唱出愛　祂的真理遍佈這地球
     祂　怎麼一去不返
     祂可否會感到　烽煙掩蓋天空與未來

   ＊無助與冰涷的眼睛　流淚看天際帶悲憤
     是控訴戰爭到最後傷痛是兒童

   ＃我向世界呼叫
     AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE
     TUNA TAKA WE WE
     AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE

     天　天空可見飛鳥
     驚慌展翅飛舞　穿梭天際只想覓自由
     心　千億顆愛心碎
     今天一切厄困　彷彿真理消失在地球

     重唱　＊,＃

     權力與擁有的鬥爭　愚昧與偏見的爭鬥
     若這裡戰爭到最後怎會是和平

     重唱　＃

     AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE (x2)
     再次再次呼叫
     AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE
     TUNA TAKA WE WE
     AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE
     再次再次呼叫
     AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE (x2)

this song is by beyond and it holds the uphold essence of what i wanna say!!!! PEACE!!!!

trail of broken hearts

Music: Vadim Pruzhanov, Sam Totman
Lyrics: Vadim Pruzhanov, Sam Totman, ZP Theart

Here we are, far beyond the distant sky
I’ve seen all the world and how the story will be over
Through the snow and tainted mountains we have climbed
Now we have found the light that guides us over
Through the falling rain we’ve travelled far and wide
And through the blackest darkness, stars above shining bright

Through the sun and winter rain will fall
All our lives we all were waiting for a sign to call
We’re walking hand in hand in dreams of endless time
How do we know when we will leave this life behind?

Stare at life through eyes of mine
The hate, the fear and the pain
There’s a feeling held deep inside
When life you live is in vain
(Life you live is in vain)

Fly away down the lonely roads of Destiny
We close our eyes to see the light of brighter days
And all alone we’ll be where time can never heal
With the trail of broken hearts flying free

Once again we walk this lonely road
There are times that we were wading through the rain and cold
We’re lost in memories of what we left behind
Relive the dreams, the endless screams of pain inside

Lives are filled with emptiness
The fear returns once again
Searching endlessly, now we will see
Drown your mind in the pain
(Drown your mind in the pain)

Fly away down the lonely roads of Destiny
We close our eyes to see the light of brighter days
And all alone we’ll be where time can never heal
With the trail of broken hearts flying free

The last temptation will be all that’s left for me
When I see those tears you cry
When I hear those lies you lie
When I feel all creation now falling down on me
Is this the reason to be?

Solos : Sam/Herman/Sam

Fly away down the lonely roads of Destiny
We close our eyes to see the light of brighter days
And all alone we’ll be where time can never heal
With the trail of broken hearts flying free…
The trail of broken hearts flying free

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Broken hearted is how i feel lately….. i know i love her…. i really do…. but time and time i again, i get a reason to just slap her and let her go…. but for some reason i cant be heartless, not to her….. i dunno why seriously…. its not the 1st time i tried to let someone go…. just that dis time…. its exceptionally hard…….

today i just uncovered something about… something that i seriously don find it appropriate to say….. or rather i felt super ASHAMED to say it….. i know i gave up almost everything for her…. My dreams…. My Heart….. My ego and maybe even My soul…… perhaps that its just me….. but seriously, how would u feel if u realise that u aint her 1st for everything?? and the answer she gives is…. ” i dunno?” ” i m just curious”? seriously, how would you feel??

to be frank i m no love guru, nor m i cupid ( i swear on my pride cupid might get pissed too… ) but i seriously felt super angry…. super disgusted….. i hate all the guys around her…. i seriously do….. they don’t respect gers… they don’t respect themselves… and worse still…. they dont believe in purity anymore…..

perhaps no one ever did….. no one is pure i guess….. everyone is fucked up either this way or that way…. its just a matter of how fucked up…..

Mood: Fucked up; Angry;Cuckold

Song: 过火